Chapter 2.5: Between Heaven and My Imagination - True Story
(After the kiss...) I went home. Not to celebrate. Not to cry. Not even to replay it over and over the way I usually would. Instead, I did something I had never imagined I'd do. I went looking for answers in places most people would probably laugh at. The spiritual world. When your heart is confused, you'll knock on almost any door if you think the truth might be hiding behind it. I wasn't looking for permission to love him. I was looking for permission to let him go. Before any of that, though, there was something I need to confess. Finding out he was married didn't make me dignified overnight. It made me angry. Not the kind of angry that screams. The kind that quietly says, "Fine... watch this." A mutual friend had shown me proof. There it was. His Facebook profile. Married. A beautiful wife. Three beautiful children. Just like that, the future I had been secretly building inside my head collapsed. I should have walked away. Instead, I did something comple...
